entry 3- Just plain PISSED!

now I am really fucking pissed cause I just spent the past 30minutes updating and writing about some good shit- about the power of creation, the law of attraction, and manifestation. But it got erased or lost somewhere in the Internet. However I was discussing this great sense of clarity I had earlier, but I waited to long to write and my flow diminished. I am intrigued by women out there who have been teaching exactly the same thing my friend and I were discussing a few years ago. We wanted to design a workshop for women (or men) to teach how to be in control of your destiny. To create and manifest that which you desire in your life. After seeing the article in the NY times the other day we were given a sign that it CAN be done, and that women like Gabrielle Bernstein, Jennifer Macaluso-Gilmore, and Sera Beak are all doing it! I had crazy thought juices flowing earlier and now its all GONE. so I will leave you with my pissed off-niss and I will sleep it off. Funny how the wellbutrin prozac combo work sometimes. You can start off low and by eve your feeling great then you sorta crash. Hope for a happy day tomorrow. Looking for my "spirit" to shine on.